Promises are mine to give you

Best friends

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 21:23:48 GMT

I feel released
like my darkness
has left me
and replaced
by sunshine

I dont know
what to say
to you

your a friend
that means
so much to me

Thank you
from all my heart
your the best gift
given to me
a true friend
is all i see

yea llama i just posted it for u

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 15:22:20 GMT

You are the wind
The wind beneath my wings.
Take my hand
and guide me
closer to your heart

Hit with cupid's arrow,
I can't seem to pull out

Open yourself to me,
Open your eyes to see

I'm struck by cupid's arrow
only you can pull it free
to fill the gap
with your love
your love for me

<333

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 04:01:00 GMT

All alone on a Sunday morning Outside I see the rain is
falling Inside I'm slowly dying But the rain will
hide my crying, crying, crying And you Don't you
know my tears will burn the pillow Set this place on fire
'Cause I'm tired of your lie All I needed
was a simple "Hello" But the traffic was so noisy that you
could not hear me cry (I) I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure, My heart never knew
such pain (And you) You leave me so confused Now
I'm all cried out, over you. [112]
Cryin' over you, yeah Never wanted to see
things your way, Had to go astray For why was I such a
fool (Why was I such a fool) Now I see that the grass is
greener Is it too late for me to find my way home, How
could I be so wrong? [Allure] Leaving me all
alone Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance up in flames, Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected (I'm so sorry
baby) Apology not accepted Add me to the broken hearts
you've collected (I) I gave you all of me (Gave you
all of me) How was I to know, You would weaken so
easily (I) I don't know what to do (I don't know
what to do) Now I'm all cried out (All cried out)
Over you (I) I gave you my love in vain My
body never knew such pleasure, My heart never knew such
pain And you [112] You left me so confused
[Allure] Now I'm all cried out Now
I'm all cried out Over you

*i love aaliyah*

u better do good on this mofos

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 03:18:48 GMT

Create your own friendquiz here

hehe

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 03:06:11 GMT

what fighting style do you have?
One hitter quitter

your a monster, you dont care who or what you are fighting in any place at any time because all it takes is one hit and your back to doing what you were doing before. What a beast!

Take this test

LMAO LOVE THIS SONG!

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 02:46:01 GMT

Cars

Here in my car
I feel safest of all
I can lock all my doors
It's the only way to live
In cars

Here in my car
I can only receive
I can listen to you
It keeps me stable for days
In cars

Here in my car
The image breaks down
Will you visit me please
If I open my door
In cars

Here in my car
I know I've started to think
About leaving tonight
Although nothing seems right
In cars

I know I've started to think
I know I've started to think

**** i just realized how corny the lyrics were lol its still an awsome song though <3

School play

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 02:38:36 GMT

So it was yesturday, the school play was ok it wasnt as good as people were making it out to be though. lol i had extremely high expectations lmao. but i had fun hanging out with Llama <3 the coolest spitting chick ever! lmao oh wait its the camels that spit right.. nevermind then. so look im actually updating! ill probably post lyrics later though lmao its the heather thing to do. so back to last night... i realized that the only people/ friends that i really care about at school are elke, llama, and gg. i love them more then anything and i realize now just how important they are to me. i dunno i love my other friends but sometimes it doesnt feel like they care about me. i depressing myself so im stopping

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 22:13:49 GMT

so today really sucked so did yesturday for that matter. for a matter of fact this whole year pretty much sucked. other then a few awsome people, its been blah...that explains everything right? of course it does.so i cant wait to leave and my mom keeps rubbing the fact that she knows i plan to leave against me. everytime we aruge its always has to do with money , my dad, and my friends. which is why i really cant wait to leave. argh i really dont wanna talk about it..freakin...argh!

hehehe

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 01:06:34 GMT

This one i really tried but i felt the need to post it. its self explantory..

Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

One my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and never let me go

yea more lyrics...i tried

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 00:59:21 GMT

I wonder how clear it must look from there to here
No obstruction, this selfish corruption
All in this atmosphere

No fear, less tears, only time to catch my breath
I fail to inhale
Your love constricts my chest

Confusion blinded me, mental and physically
And it’s because of you that now I can see
So now can I run? I follow the Son and ride on to Zion
And dance this last song of freedom

But only time will tell, if it’s truly for real
Can’t change your mind, all I know this is what I feel
Whether I’m wrong or right, please keep my life in sight
And never take you eyes off me

chorus:
As I look up to the sky today
Well I can see you looking down on me
It brings a smile to my face again
Satellite

It’s truly one of a kind, like star shine, beyond night time, are you there
My eyes stare to find, just what’s behind this blind notion of mine, is it genuine
Cause sometimes, it plays tricks with my mind, some call it asinine

But it’s like love or hate, now is that real or fake?
Cause it’s a real thin line, but that’s your choice to make
The question at hand, help me understand, is this your plan?
I think I can, can I think, then I think I can

Because I won’t break (nah), and I won’t shake (nah)
With lifted hands to this Man (Jah), I’ll stand in faith
I’ll make it through, my trust in you
Close my eyes, make a wish, kiss the sky

Hey there…I see you

chorus

P.O.D. ----- Satellite

Veggie

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 22:25:50 GMT

so i realized that i dont really post anything but lyrics...so this is my atempt to do more then that. so today i lost my friends purse which makes me upset but everyone keeps telling me its not my fault but of course i feel really bad still.

so i really think jamies a lez she hits on me a lot, maybe she just doesnt realize just how it looks from my perception. Ashley ur mean to pick on her like that. i think she knows that ur talking about her. lmao my fake lez.

oh and i also think Josh likes me but i dunno hes cool and all but like Ashley says she cant see dating him, hes too much like a teddy bear u tell ur secrets to. i dunno maybe im just paranoid like Elke tells me.

another thing i think im losing my close friends. AND my pottery teachers leaving! i loved her sooooo much ima miss her!!!!!! *tear* she was awsome!

lol another thing... my mom things pentagrams deal with satan....which made me laugh.

so yea ima leave it at that...lmao

i love this song

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 22:02:41 GMT

You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
You are my wings to fly
You are the wind beneath them
I miss you every night, when I close my eyes
You put your feelings down
You stopped your tears you brought me love
You held on to my heart
You held with hope to have me near
Sometimes I close my eyes
Sometimes I let my hunger rise
I think of all you are, you are the love of my life

(Chorus X3 )
All of my dreams and my passions
Are in your hands

You reached me in my need
Your rhythm flows under my skin
I need you desperately,
A sweet healing that will begin
You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
My everything is you
The very motions that I move
And everything with richness
The richness of the peace you bring

(Chorus X3)

Always, always you are with me (X3)

(Chorus X3)

You are the love of my life
He comes to find you on your knees

u know who u r

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 21:21:52 GMT

*gonna love the icon*
VERSE #1
I'd give anything for love
Just to be with you
and girl i swear i'll never change
the way you are

cuz i will be there
i will be there for you
forever more
wanna share my life
its only right that you'll be mine

CHORUS
coz you are my angel from above girl
angel from above
and you make the world go round with love girl
you are my angel from above

VERSE # 2
And everytime i close my eyes
i thank the lord that i've got you
and girl i swear i'll never change
your my dream come true

coz i will be there
i will be there for you
forver more
wanna share my life
its only right that you be mine

CHORUS

Your my angel girl
YOUUUUUUUUU are my angel from above girl
angel from above
(ohh babyy) and youuu
make the world go round with love girl
you are my angel from above

you are my angel girl
and you make the world go round with love girl
you are my angel from above
(angel from aboveeeeee)

you are my angel from above girl
(yeah yeah)
angel from above
and you (you) make the world go round with love girl
(round with loveeeeee)
you are my angel from above girl

Bother

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 19:51:32 GMT

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on…
I'll never live down my deceit

rain..wheres the bow?

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 19:47:14 GMT

so its rainy today... its kinda depressing but its so calming... makes me wish i had a rain coat and boots like in the moives. lol that'd be fun... puddles. yea im outta bands to download...lame

<3

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 22:06:59 GMT

So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
no nothing else matters

*now a song that reminds me just how lucky i am*

Forsaken- Within Temptation

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 20:46:38 GMT

Now the day has come.
We are forsaken this time.

We lived our lives in our paradise,
as gods we shaped the world around.
No borderlines we'd stay behind,
though balance is something fragile.

While we thought we were gaining,
we would turn back the tide, it still slips away.
Our time has run out, our future has died,
there's no more escape.

Now the day has come,
we are forsaken,
there's no time anymore.
Life will pass us by,
we are forsaken,
we're the last of our kind.

The sacrifice was much too high,
our greed just made us all go blind.
We tried to hide what we feared inside.
Today is the end of tomorrow.

Lars, my sugar <3

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 02:27:44 GMT

Ok so for the past few weeks or some i have been talking to the coolest person every to bless the internet. His name is Lars and he lives in Denmark. Even for the few weeks we have talked hes a friend that means a lot to me and i think he should know that. i love him like a fat kid loves cake lmao or a math teacher loves giving me test to fail lol. its so awsome to have another friend that means so much to me. God i have so many great friends i feel like im the one thats blessed <3

I Should Tell You...

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 01:14:18 GMT

I watched the falling rain splash upon your face.
I know those aren't your tears.
you know it's me and where I've been.
it's just circumstances.
don't let her down.
so I should tell you why it's so hard to tell you.
you know it's me and where I've been and the million words I'm thinking.
I burned my time today as I start to waste.
you were my one and only and now I don't know why.
you know it's me and where I've been.
it's just the circumstances.
don't let her down.
and I know what you're feeling tonight.
and I know for now you're mine.
I watched the falling rain splash upon your face.
I know those aren't your tears.
you know it's me and where I've been.
it's just the circumstances.
don't let her down

today really sucked

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 20:57:18 GMT

so yea my brother has the nerves to tell me that i dont take care of my cat! this is coming from a guy that constantly treatens to kick my baby!( the cat!) and yet he tells me this. im soo upset that i cant put it in words i felt bad already that he got sick but to be told that i dont do that really pisses me off. *sigh* that lil fucker!

i <4 Ashley!

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 20:11:08 GMT

so the coolest person in the world fixed my myspace so now im really happy. but now i have to clean the table off lmao yea im just random like that...cuz im a gangsta! word to ur mother from the southy lmao god im a loser! lmao!

lordy lordy

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 20:22:13 GMT

*sigh* myspace is so annoying! no ones gonna help me fix my fuck up either! ....oh well..... i dont really care ill leave it fucked up its not like i have to see it lol

wow....

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 00:45:59 GMT

HOLE CRAP THAT GUYS HOTTTTTTTTT!!!!! <3

So lost

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 23:15:31 GMT

so i was checking out my myspace and it seems like every one is have some kind of problem! i guess im glad that i didnt go to homecoming seem like thats where all the drama started!

oh so bored

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 22:55:17 GMT

so elke's getting her labtop tonight! im so happy for her!!! lmao anyhow i really dont want to go to school tomorrow...or the day after that...or so how but anyhow i wanted to post a pic! because one im cool and 2 im gangsta! lmao hehehe <3